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MINE TO KEEP

by Altercast

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Instrio Melodic Eargasm 🧚 Favorite track: It Hurts Watching Myself Disappear.
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1.
Callow 02:50
Blurry and bleak Everything screams "You need to be released and part ways with woe" We know you won't see me As I’m anchored too low Like a balloon filled with air With no chance of going anywhere Stuck, see through and cursed Just spinning in wind Waiting to burst Yes, I am volatile Fickle and floating But I won't break the stride Or try to stop the rush For myriads of reasons I let the hell overtake control Drive me off a cliff In all the buzz and noise The sweetest tune plays The timbre of your voice A parting gift for the unworthy
2.
Ran, ran away from the grief Tried to hide in streets, in crossroads Coincidence I cannot buy Observed my inside and ran Barely awake in a daydream I saw my feet all printed in snow As I walked away from the compass needles All fossil in mutual choke How come those footsteps, they point back Am I losing my senses Haven't I gone forward on Or is it the snow that always turns around When I sleepwalk December eyes and melted snow That falls below Your implication is doomed If you weep all year And never save a tear A fool rumbles Behind a barrel organ's handle As he tries to speak out Mind the melody Intangible crawl In a body of a doll Preventing a fall But what for Clusters of words in parlors Clusters of thoughts on papers It won't get lost
3.
Seeking silence Makes all the sounds seem the loudest It's when the colours don't match And circles lose their roundness It's not gone forever Maybe just lost in time It all comes back Brighter than ever In different shapes But the same paradigm How do I make it stay? How do I make it perfect right away? Thinking silence heals brought us here Does it hurt you as much as me Watching me disappear?
4.
Reframe 04:14
Distant yet hearing All the noise that's appearing Sinking through the floor Keeping intact the glass ceiling Sights and stares as I ascend From the lows of the shell I've made With all the lights dimmed Surrounded by silhouettes I've never seen Comfort lost and never found We struggle to get in rather than get out Layer so thin The weakest I've been Keep breaking my fingers on the way in
5.
I don't want to see Will you read me to sleep? Such a resonant tale to me As I'm hoary standing by One eyed night sky holds the weep What a place to bide I would love to see it cry It all laid me down Left with an aching imprint on my knees Will I ever find the stolen crown Will you help me heal my agonies
6.
Narratives 02:41
On my knees, staring at this tale It's depicted in the colourless sky The look in your eyes and the skin so pale Devoid of all strength and bleeding dry I've made myself a fugitive From a once desired narrative I see my life as Indian summer The season's long overdue I'm skipping days to mitigate the bummer Still I've got no clue I see my life as Indian summer And I just wish things were different
7.
Inner disputes Cruising my conscience Like strangers with torn parachutes Diving in with little or no control Too random, lacking a pattern With no direction and destination unknown High in the skies of my clouded mind Lies the source of distractive deafening sound Hypnotised, blank stares with my empty eyes These unforgiving voices keep questioning my choices The maze I drew The face I once knew has gone As well as my will to go on The days seem too long Almost like years It hurts watching myself disappear My hands are tied And all limbs intertwined With the blueprint you can find me And I saw you holding it tight For now I'll rest the heavy head And just wait to be found
8.
Passing 02:23
9.
Reading off the walls Giving meaning to colours And every scratch they hold Drawing lines, unconfined Always present in space but distant in mind If only my thoughts could reach you To explain everything To break the silence That fills our room's corners And keeps holding me in Using words right is still the hardest part It seems You were always restless about it But I wouldn't see, I couldn't feel a thing You were always restless about me Just put words in my mouth And we both might see through everything How would it feel knowing you could sink into me? Would you swim or just let your hands go To feel the currents and see where they flow There's no chance of wading against the stream So before you submerge I just need to know How would it feel knowing you could sink into me If only my thoughts could reach you

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released May 28, 2021

Recorded at Tajný Studio.
Produced & Mixed by Jan Brambůrek.
Mastered by Andy Baldwin at Metropolis Studios.

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